1 Month of Real Working Life!

Yes. Today mark as an official one month of me working in this company. First two weeks has been amazing. Rainbows and flowers spirit every time go to work. I love it in here. My colleague are all fun people. Fun and always motivates me to become someone better. Then the feeling started to drift.... My workload is messy and one day I just crack. And to be honest, I still do right now. I don't want to be such a baby so yeah, currently pushing myself to do my best :)

Other than that, it also marks as one month of being in a long-distance relationship. How to say, sometimes I do feel lonely. Most of time is because I was too stress at work and I needed him by my side but he's not there. I miss him a lot, no words can describe. I just hope that the time flies very fast so that I can see him again.

I don't know why do I feel so down lately. One second people got ask me if I'm doing okay, or am I okay, I can straightly burst into tears already. Why la am I like this. This is so weird. I were never like this before.

I believe that time will heal the pain so that's what I'm wishing for right now. But really, I can feel that I'm becoming someone else. My head keeps telling me that it is part of growing up. Finding your true self. So I'm giving myself some time. I deserves it.

Trust me, I'm losing my momentum.

To balance work at the office and doing thesis at the same time, I tell ya, it's not that easy. Not for me. I have to fight with satan inside of me and keep telling myself to do my thesis very frequent nowadays. SETAN PEMALAS.

Dia jadi lagi malas bila asyik kena reject so kau dah malas nak hadap mengharapkan dia siap dengan sendirinya wtf.

Counting days to finish my intern. Lepastu boleh jadi zombie kat rumah sambung hadap thesis sampai muntah. Tak sedar diri viva tinggal lagi sebulan.

Doakan aku dapat grad on time gais.

Internship Week Two.

Well I am currently at the office now and it is 10:45 in the morning. It is so cold in here, I was thinking to bring my winter gloves to the office tomorrow. Bought a box of tissues and keep it close to me because you know, when it's cold, I can't stop bersin! My hands are totally freezinggggg. Kesian future family i, nanti i tak nak pasang aircond kat rumah. Haha.

So I have another 14 weeks to settle my internship. Can't wait to end this.