Trust me, I'm losing my momentum.



To balance work at the office and doing thesis at the same time, I tell ya, it's not that easy. Not for me. I have to fight with satan inside of me and keep telling myself to do my thesis very frequent nowadays. SETAN PEMALAS.

Dia jadi lagi malas bila asyik kena reject so kau dah malas nak hadap mengharapkan dia siap dengan sendirinya wtf.

Counting days to finish my intern. Lepastu boleh jadi zombie kat rumah sambung hadap thesis sampai muntah. Tak sedar diri viva tinggal lagi sebulan.

Doakan aku dapat grad on time gais.

Internship Week Two.

Well I am currently at the office now and it is 10:45 in the morning. It is so cold in here, I was thinking to bring my winter gloves to the office tomorrow. Bought a box of tissues and keep it close to me because you know, when it's cold, I can't stop bersin! My hands are totally freezinggggg. Kesian future family i, nanti i tak nak pasang aircond kat rumah. Haha.

So I have another 14 weeks to settle my internship. Can't wait to end this.

Plan A.

Pernah tak jadi kat korang situasi macam ni.

Korang plan nak jadi this kind of person bila korang dah besar. Tapi entah macam mana, korang rasa plan korang tu tak menjadi. So korang tukar plan. Try nak buat benda lain pula. Korang decide nak follow the flow je. But somehow, at the end, korang sebenarnya dapat kembali ke plan pertama tadi. Cumanya, perjalanan tu panjang. Perjalanan korang tak straight forward. Tuhan bawa korang pusing-pusing dulu and last sekali korang baru sedar yang korang dah back on track. Pernah tak?

Unlike everyone else, I am actually that kind of person who does not have any particular plans in life. Dari kecil memang aku ikut je. Tapi dah 20an ni, dah start sedar diri. Dah start planning. Baru nampak jalan clear tak clear. If you know what I mean.

What I'm saying here is, maybe things doesn't work out now but if it is meant to be, it will be. Eventually. Qada' & qadar kita dah tertulis kan. Jangan risau, Allah is the best planner. The most important is people should never give up on their dreams and always try your best in everything you do.