Missing something

Dah masuk bulan Februari, rasanya semakin teruk. Rasa macam kehilangan sesuatu, bak kata Farhanah Othman. Semua benda dah jadi lain sekarang. Masing-masing ikut haluan dan hala tuju sendiri. Belajar mata pelajaran baru, semakin susah. Kawan semakin berkurang. Susah nak suaikan diri. Bagi aku la, buat masa sekarang. Sejujurnya hati aku takde lagi dalam kelas tu. Tercampak kat mana tak tau la. Sangat-sangat berharap kepada sesuatu yang dapat menggembirakan aku daripada pengetua. Rombakkan kelas :)

I feel like staying at home for the whole next two years. No, seriously. o_O

Everyday, I dream about my friends. Rindu 3 Wangsa 2010. They are like my brothers and sisters. I miss them a lot. Sangat-sangat-sangat even most of us sampai nangis setiap hari. Seriously. Haha aku la tu -.- I miss my besfriends Loya, Kinah, Ezza, Arif, Anua and blablabla. And paling tak sangka aku akan rindu Amir Izzudin. I always remember about 'apam johol' story that he told last year. I miss Syahrul, i miss to hear his pelat 'R'. Hahaha.

Help me, somebody. I need somebody to cheer me up. I need somebody to tease me everyday. I need somebody to teach me about things that I don't get. I need somebody to beat me, sometimes. I need my friends, I need my bestfriends. Gosh, Mental disorder. I miss these people like hell. I feel lonely. . . This is just. . . SUCK :|

Now, It's been so long, that I haven't seen your face, I'm trying to be strong, but the strength I have is washing away.

That feeling you got after you realize you don't have any reason left to go to school. Your friends are gone.