Wanted.

Sometimes, it feels great when you're wanted. Sometimes it is not. Before this, when you're alone, you really wanna feel how it feels like to be wanted again. By anyone. Anybody. You don't care, you just want to have that feelings again. Now you've got your chances but you turned them down because you used to be alone, and it is alright. You're actually get a time to think about yourself when you're alone. You can actually think about your priority, and get control of your other things that don't matter.

Thanks but sorry guys. I am giving my heart a break. I neeeeeeeeed it. I appreciate what you guys have done but I just need some more time. Kuat oii hati, pegang azam tu betul-betul. Ada hikmahnya. Insya-Allah.

I have my family, and my friends which is I guess it's enough, atleast for now.

"No lie that I've been hurt by someone a little bit too much and I am afraid to go back in the game, traumatized. I keep pushing people away and don't give them a chance. I honestly does not know what I want but I know if I do really want it, this is not a good time for it, so I'm just gonna enjoy myself and give my heart a time."

Times heal but the scars wont leave. 

"O Allah, please guide and show me the way..."