It's not easy as I think it was.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

As now I am laying on my single bed, which I have been isolated myself from everyone else in the house to have my private precious moments in the room. I am literally typing this entry with the laptop on my stomach face down to me (such a lazy queen). Since the room mate has gone back to Shah Alam and I only going to grandma's tomorrow to celebrate Hari Raya Korban before I am heading back to KL on Sunday. Kinda miss KL actually, even though I've had been leaving for only 3 weeks hehe!

Never thought its going to be like this, but trust me, this week has been a hell of a week to me. I hate it when I need to take a very long long long super long time to suaikan diri in certain places. Throwback when I was in matriculation last year, my first mid semester has been disaster which I do not performed at all. In fact, I almost failed but thank God at the end aku kembali bangun. I'm afraid its going to be deja vu. Minta jauh. 

The other day there is this announcement of who wants to be an Apprentice. First thing that crossed my mind I thought it was macam apa dohhhh kena jadi jual jual bisnes keee. So I am 100% not interested at all. And then entah macam mana aku dapat tahu rupanya apprentice ni ialah nak cari pelapis untuk Majlis Tertinggi kelab kos aku which is known as IBUC. IBUC stands for International Business Unity Club. I gave my name to our class rep and few days after that I was called to attend an interview. Tbh, my interview session was a disaster. I cant even open my mouth, but thanks to my resume aka lots of sijil aku time sekolah, time dekat matrikulasi, aku terpilih to be one of the apprentice :)

Thus, the delayed assignments, quizzes, tests and so on. Sejujurnya aku menanti bilakah masanya yang mereka katakan bahawa seronok bila sudah di universiti. Aku masih mencari keseronokan itu. Dimana... It was wrong when I thought buat Ijazah ni maybe life dia tak lah seteruk life aku masa dekat matrik dulu, tapi kawan-kawan..... There's nothing in this world yang senang. If you want to have a better life afterwards then you must starts from now, which is belajar. Oh yes, aku dah dua hari demam. Tak tahulah kalau nak kata tak cukup rehat ke apa. Allahu.

Salam peace dan pistol dari wakil BM2461C.

Semoga hari-hari yang mendatang dapatku tempuhi dengan tenang. Doa yang terbaik. Selamat menyambut Hari Raya AidilAdha in advance! Jangan makan banyak sangat ye semua. Behave, dont naughty naughty. Ok bye nak tidur.

Publish; 12:25AM, 4/10/14.

PS: Harini empat haribulan, saya teringat awak.