Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
A time out at home was a blast. However I realized that I have not be the best daughter in the family since I was born. Meaning that I'm not really the very rajin type of girl at home. In fact, being provoke by my sisters or my mom or my dad of how lazy I am is like a lullaby to my ears because eventhough I did something good, they never see it. I clean whenever I feel like cleaning but when I do, I clean so hard. Usually the chores will be done by my sister, Farah. Sorry, but that's just me. Sometimes I wonder where did I get this behaviour. Hmm, ok let's leave it that way.
So I woke up at 10am everyday, breakfast is already there. Dad bought breakfast everyday because my mom does not cook breakfast on weekdays so everytime I woke up, my dad always know what I love, which is nasi lemak sambal kerang. Yeay! After watching some reality shows on television, I went in my bedroom and continues watching a marathon of How I Met Your Mother which I got from my room mate the other day. And then I played some songs with my ukulele, record it, and patheticly listen to it over and over again. Everyday I will try to learn a new song to cover.
Get my uke's tuned up and bought a bag for it. Finally I bought a bag for it! And I also bought a tuner!
The fact that I'm sad the midsem break is almost over and it's going to be a very tough three months I believe. Tomorrow is my last night in KL before I'm heading back to Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah. Say goodbye again to my comfort zone. Back to life, back to reality reaaaaally soon.
Oh yeah, and I think I've lost some more weight because I really eat little these days but if I'm not, then blame the ice-cream which I ate almost every night. I have no idea why my dad bought boxes of ice-cream. Of course I cannot resist an ice-cream eventhough I am full. Walls lah La Gremeria lah bagai. Oh no no no, you belong to my belly baby boo. Ahaks!
Actually, I felt weird to have a bedroom for myself since both of my sisters are not at home so for the entire week, I have been sleep alone every night. Even in college I have a room mate so I am feeling lonely. I hate myself for kurung diri je in the room, I don't let myself to interact with anyone in this house. I only leave the room if I'm hungry or to go to the bathroom. Despite I'm turning 20 in the next three months, I think I am not being a grown up girl. Sigh.
Doakan semoga aku berubah menjadi perempuan yang lebih berguna.
[Publish: 12/10/2014, 1:02AM]
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